You Look Good Together

I saw you two together on the same cafe I'm in.

I have to say you look good together.

How many years have passed since we broke up? 2 years? 6 years? I've lost count

I don't care if it were a ten or a hundred. Time doesn't even changed a thing for me

I still feel the same.

Pathetic isn't it? How everyone managed to move on except for me. My friends will surely laugh if I told them the sight of you still takes my breath away. I can already see them with their mouths wide open, staring at me as if I just said the most ridiculous thing on earth. They would never take this shit from me. I'm not known to be someone with a short attention span for nothing. I always get tired of everything.

Everything except YOU.

I still lose my breath whenever I see you. I remember everything about you.

I recall the days when you used to live for me.

The way you tilted your head whenever you get clueless

The way you drink alcohol like there is no tomorrow.

The way you look at me as if I was the most beautiful person in the world.

Funny, I never thought that remembering something so good would cause so much pain. I know it was my fault why we broke up, i was even the one who broke up with you. What i thought I could live without back then, i live for now. Isn't it jus hilarious how you used to live for me and I couldn't care any less? You begged me to take you back but the bitchy me that I was couldn't see the point.

I just don't want you anymore

But who's alone now? Who's the one with forlorn thoughts trying to make sense out of things that will never make sense?

"You look good together", that's what people usually say when we were still together.

But that's the problem, we're not together anymore. Everything is over. 

And I'm still here.

As I watch you play with his hair two booths from me, I have to say that you're happy. I've never seen you smile the way you are smiling now.

Maybe I should go.

I stole one last look at you before I go...

You really look good together.

"How lucky I am to have known someone who is so hard to say goodbye to..."

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